This day has been lousy. It maybe because I had this nagging feeling all day long in my stomach.
The evaluation of the Case Study could have gone better. We had all the matter we needed but our formatting of the Docs was just painful to look at. They also could have send back home earlier. We were just wasting time there. No staff after the evaluation.
Then came the Knight in Shining armor in the form of a Paycheck. That’s right we just got our first salary and ,boy, it feels damn good . Awesome. Trust me man.
nope we are not scooba diving( the dark guy on the side is me) . Thats us in the IMAX for Superman Returns. We couldnt resist – just had to take that pic.
And again I attempt a shot at the Dance Floor. I told my self i wouldnt but its tempting. S***** Disco Raindance – not much of rain but a lot of dance. anyways im still waiting for the verdict. My only consolation is that i had company. maybe i should take dancing lessons?
Oh yeah training consists now of a rigorous routine of 3d Pinball and some Pocket Tank. Its tiring but I refresh myself with the occasional nap. And if u really feel bored u can browse all the Hindi and telugu video songs or even watch some movies in full .. hectic isn’t it???
I cant view my blog from webworld Cafe. So i just type and hope somebody would see something.
Anyways .. Dont u just love those times when they give u examples of people being asked to leave the company and tell you to follow the rules or else .. The last line of that talk is always “I am not threatening you”. Why o Why cant they just give it as a threat. Either way we wont like that person any better. Oh and to top it off you have the classic emotional stirrer at the end ” you dont know how hard it is to stand here and tell you this.” Oh phuleeeez …
Well its time for some low budget living. “Its going to be hard, but we will survive. ”
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I for one may not have really realised that. But there always is a day of reckoning ( or rather days …). Traveling daily approx 45 mins from my training location back could be a lot less painful if there wasn’t the background singing. Yes I know that I am sounding like a spoil sport. But hey isn’t it obvious that we are not heading back from a “School Excursion?”.
Fine maybe I could adjust to some songs being sung and danced too. But what about different language groups trying to outperform each other in this huge cacophony of regional languages. And I’m stuck in between them. Just when u think it cant get any worse .. How about ‘guys’ dancing so close to you that their butt is wriggling in front of your face ..Yuck .. I would have gladly payed any girl for that in regular strip club .. Sigh ..
I need an MP3 player or that V3i i’m craving for …
I might actually be proud of being a Malayali. Its all about the mindset. Guess I was wrong the whole time.A mindset is about everyday things not the occasional happening. A strike or 2 is fine but constant cribbing about little things that you cant adjust too .. That’s just rock bottom. Flexible and adaptable that’s what we a are … proven by the very fact that you can find a Malayali in every part of the world.
(words like this may seem odd from my mouth ….)
Ever wondered why it is that u are doing that u are doing? Is it a consequence of your actions that lead you to this point? Or were you just flowing along with time? Do you sometime feel that u are just another rat in the race for success? And what kind of success do you want to achieve? How far is it? Did you realise that for all the talk you did you never really got hold of any opportunities that could have made a difference?
If so .. Welcome to my world. I guess when you have nothing to else complain , thoughts like this pop up. I should be glad for all the things that other have not .. But that’s just way easier said than done.