2 days ago…

I am standing by the road outside Office waiting for an Auto. I hear the sharp crack of metal on plastic, that announces the accident. I turn my head in time to see a bike with its rider fighting for control. Some debris of the bike seems to be flying toward me. I manage to see the Bike rider hit the tar just before I freeze bracing for some sort of impact.That flying chunk lands a short distance in front of me. It drags for another 1 meter or so and comes to stop 50 cm before my feet.

I still did not move.

Vision clears. This is no debris. This is the pillion rider.

2 seconds .. 5 seconds .. 10 seconds

I still did not move.

I see no blood , but no movement from the body either. I am confused.

Around me people are already swinging into action.

    Fuck! Swen do something? !!
    Like what ?
    Anything!

I still did not move.

Other people are beginning to throw water into his face and trying to get him to move. I see no sign of life.

    At least check his pulse!

Slowly, agonizingly slowly, I reach out to check his pulse. Before I can reach down to him he starts to cough.

I take two steps back. I melt into the crowd that had gathered.

    What was if that was your friend?
    I would have done something!
    Are you sure?
    ….

I am ashamed.

I walk away trying to convince myself that I would have done something if nobody else was there and it was up to me.

10 minutes later the whole world is normal again.

10 minutes of a Conference call

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(there would have been lot more, but I can’t type that fast on my phone)